My father used to tell me many stories of his own. And I'm captivated by him to have big dreams.. I used to dream to travel this world I used to dream to study at abroad, so i can speak many languages. I used to dream to have so many friends from other countries, bcs i wanna share our differencies. But my father most of the times always change his minds I was blind by his capability of studying in Saudi Arabia I wanna study abroad too ! And he agreed. But as I said, he always changes his mind, his decision. the end, he wants me to take islamic boarding school or we call it as pesantren. No no it's okay for me really. I was raised in a pesantren. since i was a little cutie baby. As time flies soundlessly.. I've experienced so many things.. good and bad things. bad things make me want to turn back the ticking clock. Impossible. every damn seconds i regret it all. i wanna take back all the words i said. Impossible. All i can do is picking up every pieces of w...